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2010-02-21T23:39:00.004+08:00

i doubt anyone saw my first post on my new blog so i shall post it here.

reason why i want a new blog.
i don't want to hide my archives forever so i'm here with a new blog. i find myself too childish in the past but can't bear to delete the posts. lol.

okay anyway PLEASE RELINK ME thanks a lot! ^^
i'll be using it permanently!

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2010-02-21T16:39:00.001+08:00

Timmy left..... ):

2010-02-19T23:52:00.001+08:00

beh. tim will be going back this sunday. zzz.
then i will have all the time in the world to blog blank. no more activities!

its damn boring i wonder what i'll do after he go. should i start work? -.- zzz. damn sien ah. for the two weeks he's here im with him almost 24/7 lor, then he suddenly go back and i have nothing to do ... ): and yeah that is why i only get to use the comp only three times for 2 weeks.

i was going to create tweeeeter cause i thought i was getting my iphone. sighzsx -.-

okay i was about to upload photos but my mum came home and i dont want her to see it so i'll edit this post again, bye

cny suckzxzsxxz

2010-02-14T15:52:00.000+08:00

omg i updated THREE times a day.
woo! 2 at midnight, 1 now. and its only 3.48pm!

okay anyway i just wanted to say i hate going out for CNY gatherings (super age gap diff) and its damn boring im always watching tv with my bro or smth zzz.

and HAPPY V DAY TIMMY DD!
today all shops closed leh so sad i wanted get things for you ):
belated nvm one hor. ^^

LASTLY, i want to get bracelet + anklet.
lost my FAV anklet @ sheesha. sighxzs.
totally need to pamper myself LOL.

okay going out now HAIS bye.

Tagreplies!

2010-02-14T03:38:00.001+08:00

okay a new post for tag replies. super messy!

SORRY ALL FOR THE SUPER LATE REPLIES.

HUISHAN; haha! i finished watching haipaitianxin already!!

SIEWJEAN; tsk WHAT RUBBISH. LOL you don crazy lah. china sia you. LOL!!

TIMMY; (L)

PEICHUAN; PC show? peichuan show? IT fair you mean? hahahha.

KALLY; why'd you go.......):

QIQI; MJ ALREADY! want MJ again??? HAHAHHA.

KYRENE; relinked!

MINMING; HELLO PEAR. xiang wo ah? ^^

KIMBERLEY; thank you! (:

LONG UPDATE!

2010-02-14T03:21:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRYSGIRL!

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!

hahaha, finally some time to update my blog.

i know, it's been so deadddd. urgh.

come to think of it, i havent been updating a real one since i came back from shanghai. okay let's start from my birthday.

it was kinda pathetic lah. on the day i came back, my family celebrated for me.

an advanced one because they next day (actual day), my mum has to work, both brothers got school or smth or whatever la i cant rmber. they just weren't free.

and my mum thought i was still 16. -.-

anyway my biggest present is my father's angpao. LOL. biggest one in my life sia LOL.

okay then on the actual day i ate maggie mee for breakfast and then went out with Kokchun and Jiaqi, wanted to take photos but...

so after that i went D Art to find Kally! took photos (HER BLOG) and chat there for 3 hours or so haha!

then went 108 meet Michelle, Ivan and Don. partyworld-ed till morn!

i dont know why but i looked extrodinary fat that day.

Michelle all the way act camera shy, zzz. cant even get group photo okay...

then the next day, or probably a few days later...

I received the biggest birthday card from my sweetest LOPEICHUAN!

she came down to alj just to meet me and pass me this card okay! LOVE.

Crystal and Lewis was with me when Peichuan came to meet me. so we decided to take group photos! CANDID MAN.

ME: CRYSTAL FASTER COME TAKE PHOTO!!

PC: YA LOR COME I HOLD YOU

LOL. i just made that up but it was smth like that. hahah. then crystal checked the phone, already photo taken liao. tsk!

after that, Lewis went to meet Stella and the 3 of us went mac.

ate, and Crystal went home.

then PC felt like playing sparkles. whatever that is called.

so we bought 2 packets each. 1 packet for 90cents. lighter 40c. total is $2 each hahah.

i like this photo a lot. damn pretttttyyyy.

And another day, me & timmy went fareast. didnt manage to eat my meesoto and his mee rubus (craving for it since duno when can ): )

sorry ah, very disgusting iknow. forget take photo before eating sia duno why but GREEN CURRY ROCKS

on 12/2, which is yesterday but past 12 so two days ago,

we went to The Cathay for movie (initially). then change of plan, ri ben chun!

Timmy, Lewis, Stella, Jeremy, Ahben, Weilun. plus me 7!

but Stella left early and didnt join us for RBC.

we ordered almost 10portions per item lor can. super joke. cant finish. it was torturous + madness + jokeness. funny x1000

these prawns, joke!

after eating we went to shop around.

Weilun took like 3 hours to choose everything he needed.

while shopping we saw Xueqi! she asked for mahjong and then we discussed about it. then decided, MJ at Ben's house!!

happiness. and AHBEN BOUGHT THIS PONYO SO CUTEEEE!
super jokes in between, and then everyone went Ben's hse. Xueqi came around 1am + i think

damn retarded ok. these few photos are taken by duno who and they put it as my wallpaper. tim's stupid idea and weilun took most of the photos. but its DAMN FUNNY, xq sleep halfway wake up to laugh.

mahjong rocks muahahha

anyway all these photos were supposed to be in X-Large size. due to my blogskin, cannot make it. so mayb its time for skin change + URL change? (:

2010-02-13T19:07:00.002+08:00

let's leave everything like how it should be.
i'll stop.

i've uploaded photos on facebook. its much easier.
and i'm very very very very busy, reallyyy.

i really want to update!

2010-02-12T13:28:00.004+08:00

sorry for the lack of updates.

extremely busy...
PLAYING!

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i don't want to make things awkward,
but i can assure you my pain is way beyond
those few words.

and you will never believe how much i gave up for you.
i can guarantee that.

priceless

2010-02-08T18:52:00.004+08:00

all i know is i've tried and
im still trying damn fking hard,
just to prove im changing.

pls dont disqualify me over just a few things,
give me time to change everything.
along the way, i know i'll definitely make some mistakes.

罪有应得

2010-02-05T12:40:00.001+08:00

I tried,
but i can't escape karma.

overnight at PC's house!

2010-02-04T07:59:00.004+08:00

wanted to get a lappy asap so when timmy's back, we can dota together!!! but feel like waiting for ITfair or smth.

and i wanted to cut my hair @ supercut or chapter 2 one. but heard qi jia already! ninehneh. have to wait after newyear ):

2 days ago
- alj with Crystal Lewis PC
- received my birthday card! THANKS PC
- Mac for dinner
- sparkles with PC at 98A
- 108 with lewis, erchin
- PC's house overnight!
- viewed all clicknetwork shows
- laughed like fk at LOL
- maggiemee-d
- joke of the year and slept at 7am!

yesterday
- woke up at 3.30pm!
- bathed and out
- pepperlunch-ed
- bugis street -_- nth much one.
- saw kimberley & zhixuan!
- FINALLY bought my m)phosis slippers
- alj to return lewis slippers
- slacked for awhile and home

i have photos one okayyyy. but i-am-so-lazyyy.

and i so feel like mahjong-ing can.......
ANYWAY KALLYKEE YOUR BLOG NO TAGBOARD LEH alamak i look so fat in the photos LOL.

i want mahjong!

2010-02-02T01:56:00.006+08:00

here's today
- met crystal at alj, ahboon-ed
- met lewis & jeremy to lewis' house
- mahjong failed
- mac for dinner
- slacked at 108 with many

- met jiaquan & rajesh at tauhuay
- me & crystal went 108 again
- papa fetch me & crystal home

siao, mahjong pls! gian ah!

anyway i was supposed to get my iphone & laptop.
but my fking brother... dont say alr Zzz.
so
- getting laptop aftr newyear
- no more iphone ZZZ
- not getting my lappy at poly, getting some better ones
- timmy's coming back this sat WOO!
- working after new year.......
- TOTALLY NEED TO SHOP FOR NY CLOTHES!
- out with PC tmr i think? (:

went through bad moments,
but im damn happy cause i cleared everything already,
i guess. (L)

seventeen!

2010-01-31T20:41:00.005+08:00

moved back to blogger.

thanks all for the birthday wishes!!

Thanks to Family for cake!
Thanks to Yuqi for cake!
Thanks to Kokchun and Jiaqi for Swensens!
Thanks to Michelle, Ivan and Don for Partyworld!
Thanks to Peichuan for the birthday song!
Thanks to Pling for the first sms! LOL
Thanks to Jeremy muahahaha!
Thanks to Xueqi for calling me hehe!
Thanks to all that wished me, be it SMS/FB! ^^

hehe. i spent yesterday
meeting Kokchun and Jiaqi at parkway for lunch.
Yuqi came late. Swensens-ed.
then i went to look for Kally and spent my time talking to her till 6.
Met Michelle, Ivan and Don at 108.
Partyworld till morning.

man i love you guys for willing to meet me even for a few mins,
and wasting that few seconds typing/calling me just to wish me happybirthday!

THANK YOU PEOPLE!
i really appreciate every single thing!

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2009-11-15T15:19:00.004+08:00

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RELINK ME THANKS. [sorry i changed link again. crystal gave me the blingbling(idea) ^^ ]
busy now gotta get my stuffs and pack and sleep and chalet and BYE SINGAPORE.

2009-11-14T06:45:00.008+08:00

finally i feel so not lazy to blog.
feel like deleting my in between posts, so wordy see also sien.

*STILL LOOKING FOR WHITE NF SHORTS*

omg why so hard to find nowadays... I WANT WHITE NFNFNFNFNF SHORTS!!!!!

12/11
my last paper! ^^ (i didnt roll eraser this time. keep roll out impossible answers. sigh)

i went out with girl to bugis street. my legs were damn sore siah. too long never shop already. then i got myself this floral shirt. i almost got myself a dress too but changed my decision. we walked for a very long time, then went back alj.

ate dinner. damn wasted, should have tapao-ed my leftovers because there was really alot left. then, sat down @ 124, talked till 12MN. (:
SIENZ WE FORGOT TAKE PHOTO U KNOW.

13/11
met Peichuan! she wanted go ecp to rollerblade at the start, but it was raining. in fact, its raining everyday. -.-

okay then we decided to go bugis (again). browsed through bugis street, did my nails. then we spent most of the time in bugis junction.

haha, that lady pei me buy all my groceries. we were damn stupid srsly. our last stop should be cold storage lor! so we stupidly walk around bugis with 3 big (ugly)plastic bags. LOL.

then Watsons to get our beauty products, Faceshop for nail polish, Takopachi for taokoyaki hahaha, BHG for bras, FoodCourt for drink, candyshop for jx's candy, and back to Coldstorage once again hahaha.

there was so much to take that i almost cannot cope. alighted at kallang MRT to wait for cab. fking cab took million yrs to come zz.

LOPEICHUAN wants me to thank her here (but i really thank her haha) for waiting for me bcause i was late, wait an hour for my nails, pei me buy all groceries (waste her time again). she helped me cleared more than half my shopping list! THANK YOU PEIPEI MUACKSZXSZ!

She completed my list from this:

to this!

i didnt buy much clothes, cause its winter in Shanghai. confirm bao ka liao. wear what shirt nobody see. LOL.

anyway my nails. i didnt want that shade of pink, wanted something close to skin colour. wasted man!

After that i went ECP, then to Siewjean's house. watched peterpan & stardust. her excercise thing damn fun LOL. okay then i met Kokchun & his friend for breakfast at OLDTOWN. YEAH, LOVE IT.

HAHAHA photos!

a few weeks ago, studying :

I CUT MY BRO'S HAIR FOR HIM LAST WEEK. :D

MY LUGGAGE PACKED. i tell you, i only managed to put 1 jacket in. the rest are timmy's food. how great. man, wished i had a larger luggage. dont want to bring two .....

SHALL END WITH THIS. MY DESIRED ROOM DECO. omg pharking chio. i want the $16.90 especially. SIGH I WANT!!!!! (forgot to rotate!)

woo. long post! 1 hour to post this, achievement man. LOL.

2009-11-13T21:04:00.001+08:00

I lost my best male friend.

2009-11-12T01:34:00.004+08:00

shopping with Crystal today. more about it soon~~
*a few more days to see my timmyyy!*

urgentness manzxsx!
LOOKING FOR WHITE NF SHORTS.
($16 & below pls thanks!)

in a rush to get it,
PLEASEEEEEE tag me if you know. i'll appreciate it!! (:

2009-11-10T03:47:00.002+08:00

YEAH BABYYYYYY.
Os ARE FINALLY OVER YO. (except MCQ)

although its finally over, i am still not used to freedom. like, for one whole year i keep telling myself to study every minute. i still feel this way! crappppp.
and now its time to chiong psp! YEAH MAN LONG AWAITED DAY!!!!

(cant upload photos again zz)

okay. tomorrow, girl not meeting me already. duno peichuan free anot, she got cl paper leh. feel like going groceryshopping alone tmr. LOL. sunbian repair phone. hmmm.

class chalet next week!!!!!!!!! muahahahha

anyway...... i've started considering about what i want to do in future, again. sien. what to do. damn afraid sia. my sci cfm cmi. SIGH. i cannot do memorising subjects. i want logical things manxzs.

okay shit lah my blog so boring no photos rahhhhh.

2009-11-08T19:48:00.000+08:00

Can't upload photos, man.

2009-11-07T06:12:00.009+08:00

i dont want my blog to look so wordy. but im so lazy.

ten more days and im leaving. sigh keep wanting o lvls to end and now its over, i have like nth to do. everytime say like want go out, in the end everyone still like never come out. wth why man.

- want go out with peichuan!!!!
- wanted buy timmy's games with daiweilun but...
- grocery shopping badly
- in need of new clothes damn badly.
- so much beauty products to get, like nobody to go with me eh?!?!
my to-do list is written down on one large piece of foolscap paper liao lor. strike out only like 2 nia. gosh.

these two days go out shop, halfway thru go back liao sighzxszx.
like that i can never get my stuffs. feel like shopping alone manz, can be quite cool at times y'know.

2009-11-06T17:13:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOUNGER BRO!
hahaha stupid raymond fat bombom duno run until where wanted bring him out eat good food one but he's gone!

anyway ytd night i met kc because he dowan stay at someone's house so i nicenice pei him. so...

srg interchange > upper srg > joochiat 7eleven > circuit road > alj mac > grandlink > tjkatong > ecp. LOL.
damn adventurous hor! and i MUST emphasise, we W-A-L-K-E-D!

had GREAT SUPPER and UNBELIEVABLY GREAT BREAKFAST! sienz now craving for it. ok update with photos next time.

going out with siewmai now haha bye
(PEICHUAN ANS ME CALL AND GO OUT W ME LEY)

2009-11-05T04:49:00.009+08:00

i typed a damn long post but i decided not to post already.

HAPPY THIRD ANNIVERSARY TIMMY BABY! ♥
i've got so much to say to you, but wait 12 days more lah ^^

anyway MAJOR PAPERS ARE OVER! just left with F&N which im quite afraid... i cant really start rejoicing man, cause i know i haven't finished with all papers.

I TRIED UPLOADING PHOTOS BUT FAILED AND MY PSP LIKE FKED UP DUNO WHAT HAPPEN? ZZZ.

2009-11-02T16:40:00.008+08:00

a last minute wake up call.

didnt want to disappoint MsNg & cousin. ):
holidays, faster come. exams, faster over pls.
suddenlyijustmissedyousomuChandeverythingjustcameintomyminditseemsthatdriftingmadememissyoumorecantbelieveifeltthatsuddenrushofJealousyandimissyousomuchsighguessillforgetaboutitQuitesoonTFK

why am i feeling so weird?

mushroomoverlapslope,imy.

ecp, cablecar & hendersen wave, ...

2009-11-01T16:21:00.006+08:00

Jayden came down aljunied ytd!!!
wtf aftr so long i first time touch him EEE SO CUTE i want to bring home!

met ivan @ 108 first, then lewis came along

then went 122 to meet gary. weilun came aftr his haircut which he was quite upset about.

damn funny gary keep take off his button try to make him look sexy. LOL. and duno where he came up with the anthony name so nan ting!

then the rain came pouring like it hasnt rain for ages.
so we decided to go gary's house.

they wtf keep play this game like for 3 hours lor

then crystal gtg, then gary suggested MJ @ weilun hse. then crystal came back again. then we MJ-ed. then i kup w girl, then we in the end won $1 each hehehe.

totally love ben's hair. still got hole one LOL.

anyway i've uploaded many other photos on facebook. its much faster manxzsxzs. and i can't wait for O lvl to end! SHOPPING SPREE MUAHAHHA!

i just wanted to see if my swollen eyes were obvious but it came out my skin look so good LOL.

2009-11-01T02:18:00.000+08:00

i just can't get that feeling off my chest.

2009-10-31T07:45:00.002+08:00

argh. just because i got 4days time to prepare, it felt like the end of exams. damn, i didnt study at all. two more days to go.

my eyes are still swollen! wtf!

and im really eager to go find timmy. got my air ticket already! ^^

2009-10-29T17:14:00.001+08:00

i woke up with swollen eyes.
my double eyelid become one fat eyelid -.-
some more my neck still not okay ):

and i refuse to leave home with swollen eyes!!!!!!

dilemma.

2009-10-28T18:25:00.009+08:00

ahhhh. so hesistant.
in 2-3 weeks time i'll be leaving for shanghai. you know, there cannot go blogger, livejournal, you tube, facebook, EVERYTHING. what a bitch country cannot interact with anyone at all lah.

IF I STAY IN SHANGHAI (for too long),
1. DRIFT WITH FRIENDS. OMG NOOOOO.
some more i shifted house, even harder to contact them.... NOOOOO!!
2. MISS OUT ALL THE FUN. shit. -.-
3. CANNOT MAHJONG! that means cannot meet crysgirl ):
4. CANNOT DOTA WITH WEILUN. wah shit lah. zzz.
5. CANNOT FACEBOOK.
this actually means i wont be updated with anything at all leh wtf!!!
6. CANNOT GO BLOGGER/LIVEJOURNAL.
wtf man. i cannot blog = damn boring. i cannot stalk people blog = no updates
7. CANNOT COLLECT O LVL RESULTS WITH FRIENDS
8. TIMMY WILL BE STUDYING THEN I ALONE VERY KELIAN ):

IN DILEMMA LEH

i want to spend more time with timmy but i also dun want drift with closests and miss out all the fun here. what to do. sibei kan pua hard to make decision.

anyway. this morning, i woke up and tried to crack my neck. instead of the crack crack sounds, i heard weird EEEEEE sound. suaynessly, i sprained my neck. -.- damn kankor, buey tong sia. want to cry.

super kanchiong about today's paper. revised, practiced and everything, mainly on graphs.

(LUCKY PAPER ONE NEVER COME OUT MINI GRAPH SIA!)
okay then i very sad. because today's paper i got no time to check. not confident at all

OH YOU KNOW THE JIB QUESTION? KANINA I DUN UNDERSTAND A SHIT U KNOW. FOUR MARKS GONE LEH. damn funny i thought G is ownself figure out where one, i never even see properly. next time i take photo show u LOL.

i know quite crappy but who cares

2009-10-26T21:23:00.004+08:00

I swear i didn't do my best for english.
I swear i could do a lot better.
I swear if i skipped Power earlier i would have done my perfect essay.
And damn the situational, took up so much of my time thinking about the bloody format.

Okay i still believe i wont fail but ... my A2/B3 ):
oh anyway the compre paper was damn interesting. i like.

Maths tomorrow. killer paper.
sigh why my maths cannot do better...... curve so damn high also how to get A.

2009-10-24T03:10:00.003+08:00

Whatever, i will come online one. cannot stand studying for a few hours straight. oh i can, maybe just the day before exam.

WHATEVER!!

1. uploaded photos in FB.
http://www.facebook.com/lishanhanting

2. Mac's stupid monopoly thing made me go mad. Bryan gave me the "SENTOSA COVE" and i thought no use, he go throw away. Crystal called me later to ask if i got "SENTOSA COVE", cause she got "MARINA BAY"

$50000 could be ours but WTF. no joking thing man imagine u can really get it.

3. NO MATTER HOW MUCH I WANT TO STUDY, I CANNOT.
sit down there stare at book less than an hour run away to psp/computer/outside and whatever

4. Tomorrow, ben's sis' buffet. going stayover his hse i guess. should i bring books to study, or just play for one last time before monday?

5. eager to meet dearling. hope i really get out of this hell of pressure. i've planned so much after Os. i've even got a "AFTER Os TO-DO LIST" wanna see?

6. some think-they-very-smart people, thanks ah. go gossip somemore luh.

if i do real badly for Os, i dont mind wasting one year to do a lot better. but the problem is. i dont think i can do it. i'll just be like now, procrastinating.
hell now i feel like i fking cannot do my parents proud at all. cb.

2009-10-23T01:12:00.004+08:00

WHY CANNOT JUST USE IQ/ COMMON SENSE FOR EXAMS MAN.
i would score much higher. OPPS LOL.

i thought i screwed practical. in fact i did, for physics, i guess. i got -724. ok nvm lolz. you know.... i still dont feel like its the exam period. s-c-r-e-w-e-d

aAer; it's okay man, everything's gna be alright. i'm still here, give me a call if you need to.

P/S: Just like how it used to be.

2009-10-21T21:34:00.023+08:00

Happy describes how i'm feeling right now (:
although tmr is O lvl prac, i still dont feel the anxiousness...

okay skip that. I'm happy because, life is getting better wooo!
let these pictures do the talking! (VERY BRIEF UPDATE)
*will kope minming's photo soon hehe*

Today. i studied while they MJ-ed ^^

Studying @ starbucks/coffeebean recently

drinking last month. (i didnt drink muchie and i dun like beer)

KC got drunk and fell asleep

we're getting closer,
just like how we used to be.
and i'm loving it!
*heart*

2009-10-20T07:52:00.005+08:00

i don't think i will do well for Os.

make time freeze, i'll make full use of it.

2009-10-16T02:53:00.010+08:00

Everyone around me is telling me about the freedom they are enjoying now because they have already finished their EOY/N lvls.

you know its like damn cui, cause i keep thinking how my holidays and class chalet is going be like, so much freedom and so much fun. but i am not even thinking how it's gonna be like when i receive my farked up results. where can i go?

i believe i can get my desired results,
IF i put my heart into studying.
but, sigh, i get distracted real easily...

WHY AM I USING THE COMPUTER NOW AT 3AM?
because i was thinking how scary it is to get results that i have never expected. i can't sleep, i feel my heart thumping.
so afraid, so afraid...

anyway...
i dont like people to think that
"wah, this person from f44, confirm cannot get good results one." IT SUCKS and it IS demoralising.

yes, we might not get good results. we might not have worked hard, we might deserve it. but just, shut up ok? at least for this crucial period. you might just hurt anybody's pride and make them lose even more confidence.

despite saying so much crap,
i myself dont even believe i will do well for Os. i even considered abt retaking next year. it breaks my own heart to think, what have become of me.

2009-10-15T00:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

DAIWEILUN!

2009-10-14T01:02:00.003+08:00

kao, miss my timmybaby ):

i got like 50 new photos today. my phone too much photos and i lazy delete now memory almost full damn scary. okay bye.

you know, i really lack of determination. and i don't like it.

2009-10-11T16:16:00.003+08:00

my mood was super down down down down down three days ago.
hate to go 108, always like got something bad happen.

and got one piao eh sibei kp i cannot stand it sia.
first time see so guailan one wtf.

HAHA. i realised i got like 147 new photos and i want to upload one. LOL.
HAHAHAHAH i still came online. but my purpose was to search for buses to go hougang. and then i didnt feel like turning off my computer.... so i post a little bit photos first lah hor LOL

TOPMAN JERSEY! i like i like i like. :D

hehehe, favourite girl here says we look alike in this photo. (:

another photo taken on jeremy's birthday ^^

SIEWMAI at ecp. SHE LOOK LIKE MOUSE HAHA

peipei look like she playing peekaboo with me hhehe. so cute.

okay lah i must go study already. sigh bye

totally lurve my blog song ^^

2009-10-08T20:38:00.004+08:00

can't believe myself.
17 days to go. you think i can get my thirteen points?

fuck, my maths like never improve.
why the heck on earth i keep getting grades like b4, c5 for maths?
its supposed to be my favourite subject. eat shit.

BYE. i will try to control. like, NO MORE COMPUTER.
although i really want to blog lah ):
i love you all bye muacks miss me i want 13 points and i kno i can do it kthxbai

You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down~~~

2009-10-05T23:26:00.004+08:00

Yeah, finally got my music part done.
but sad must manual play one.
GO LISTEN, I LIKE A LOT MANXZAXSZX!

to Crystal Lin: you're not alone. x345678910

20 more days .....

2009-10-05T22:10:00.003+08:00

today is me & timmy's 35th monthsary! hehehhehe.
damn sad he went japan for vacation, never contact me at all! ):

- met up with girl, gerrie, ivan quite a lot these few days.
- sad to say i lost 20bucks in mahjong. (to weilun wtf) )':
- out with siewmai to airport study. with melissa too! (i just ren shi her only haha)
- went airport with kokchun to fetch yuqi, tonned at ecp.

when i typed this, it sounded like i didnt study. but i did ok...... at least i DID NOT play dota. controlled yoh. hehehe.
OH! i slept from 6pm ytd till this morning, 8.30! mad.

gonna edit this post fully with photos when i have the time. i didnt use the comp for 3 days already! HEHE.

GOODLUCK to those taking Ns! esp daiweilun, michelleong, chngjiaquan hehehe muacksss

2009-10-03T04:57:00.000+08:00

"ENGINEERS in Japan say they are a step closer to developing technology they hope will cut the risk of car crashes - by mimicking the behaviour of fish."
- http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking%2BNews/Tech%2Band%2BScience/Story/STIStory_436817.html

engineers are cool too!

26 more days.

2009-09-29T20:39:00.006+08:00

was very angry for the past eight minutes,
but i'm perfectly alright now.

i don't want to quarrel with my closest, especially over a game.
and my o levels is in 26 days' time. please understand.

i also noticed,
you've become a little too agitated over my reactions recently.

am i thinking too much?

2009-09-27T20:18:00.003+08:00

omg i'm back to blogger since its okay already but.. OMG i like livejournal now leh. OPPS. hahahha.

anyway i'm procrastinating LOL. rah so bored.

OH. you know right, i promised my bro if he got into hope 3-1A, i will buy him a PSP. wtf, nobody ever mentioned about rewarding me in studies before. then now i so nice to him he stil so farked up everyday fool around duno what he thinking. 1 PSP LEH.

okay la i admit last time i also fool around but the thing is he got PSP GET LEH. duno how to think one meh. see i so jialat he duno how to learn meh. study into 31A only what also not call him go express got so hard meh. tsk

angry with him herh >: (

2009-09-15T18:36:00.002+08:00

I'll like to smile at you, but why did you start glaring, man?

2009-09-07T02:29:00.000+08:00

http://lishanhanting.livejournal.com/

when blogger is ready, i'll be back. (:

2009-09-06T15:00:00.002+08:00

You know, i might just switch to livejournal bcos blogger is pissing me off by not letting me upload photos. OR IS IT JUST MY COMPUTER? -.-

anyway life rocks without a phone HAHAHA.

white flag.

2009-09-02T21:28:00.004+08:00

recently, i don't know why but i really don't feel like studying.
i lack of motivation, although i know i'm having my prelims.
soon after prelims, i'll be taking my Os. how much time is left?

what's wrong, what happened.
why the sudden lost of interest?
God, please find my perserverance back.

2009-08-31T00:57:00.002+08:00

LOL. i think i might have a chance to go japan during year end. WOO!

ha ha! anyway the reason why i dont want to blog is because blogger doesnt allow me to upload photos. damn shitty i think i have like 50 over photos to upload already lor. cui!

anyway sadsadsadsadsadsadsadsadsadsad why u don wan go breakfast with me you know i how sad mah ):

2009-08-27T23:41:00.005+08:00

that feeling - it came again.
it sucks. badly.

how i wished i didn't see it.

i guess you must be grinning away right now. you've always wanted to see me in such dire state, isn't it.. ever since that blog post.

don't. don't come back.
and i feel my heart, breaking to a thousand pieces.

2009-08-27T21:42:00.005+08:00

i was locked up in sch today. cui.

anyway i was looking for my anklet because i havent seen it for a very long time and then i rmbered losing it at sheesha the other day, zzz. i took a long time to choose my fav lingling anklet one la zzz...

okay... Chinese O lvl results were out.
Prelims starts tomorrow. I aim 3-4.
not gonna post anytime soon unless i feel like. Tata.

LOVE PEAR! I CANNOT UPDATE, EXAMS ): AND CHEER UP OK

OK DAMN CUI SIA I TRIED TO UPLOAD PHOTOS AND IT TOOK ME 20MINS WITHOUT ANY PHOTO UP. SO BYE

2009-08-21T19:33:00.004+08:00

blogger is crazy. i tried to post days ago but duno got what error. oh yah i get to meet CRYSTAL again muahahahha hehehe. anyway i am here to say i am very sad because english oral was damn fxing hard today.

stumped by the question : what facillities in parks/buildings impress you?
i just stared at them blankly, for more than a minute. . . . there goes my distinction.....

whatever, please let me get at least b3 for english dear God.....
aAer I AM WAITING FOR YOUR CALL/MSG!

2009-08-15T16:26:00.002+08:00

this is getting more & more competitive.
and i find it damn insulting for you to immediate snatch the teacher from me when ______, and to ______. damn bastard sia really. super spoil relationship wth. zzz....

TAGREPLIES

CRYSTAL; EH GIRL I STIL WAITING FOR MJ CALL!!
BEN; haha! sure anot. LOL.
MING; hairband is for uglyness okay. DAMN ugly! u better dont wear hor. natural is beauty. LOL! anyway i not lazy lah, i away from home ^^
PC; paiseh not purplely one ): aiya i dont like ...
YVONNE; hehehe (:
-; omg thanks!!!! who are you, you made my day! LOL.
QIQI; LOL. tsk, me dont like. so nan chi. i only like mantou dip with crab sauce.
JOEY; hehehe i sms-ed you! stay happy ok LURVEEEE!

i am, away from home.

2009-08-11T19:47:00.000+08:00

WONT BE BACK SOON (:
dont like exams ...

2009-08-09T23:26:00.003+08:00

today,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YVONNE!

on me & deardear's anniversary, we went ajisen! that was last thursday. i have photos, later okiiieee.

then on the 6th,
we went G7 for frogleg porridge! kc, yuqi, george, me LOL! sadly i didnt eat much, i was not feeling well. only eat like, tiny weeeeny bit zzz. took my temp on the way home, thirtyeight. lucky no flu no h1n1 (:

early morning on the 7th,
i promised peichuanlove to go NDP celebration in school, but i was so sick, i dont even want to move. SORRY PC ): ): ): wo ai ni i give you lollipop okay!!! timmy took my temp for me. super scary, 39.3. thought i was gonna die or something lor. i kept having the same nightmare over & over. cui.
mummy came home @ 3 wanted bring me to the docs, but i cannot stand up so i eat medicine and wrap myself inside blanket until i sweat lot lot. then at night okie already. ^^

8th,
which is ytd, went no signboard with timmy & his uncle's family. sigh i hate crabs so i only eat mantou and prawn T.T then PC called me at night we talk talk talk so funny then oh yah. i went my aunt's hse in the aftrnoon and i learnt many things ... and i feel that 孩子一教错，就很难挽回了

TODAY WAS NOT A GREAT DAY FOR ME in fact i was quite very angry at first and absolutely depressed but after that i was all well again hehe.

ANYWAY CHINESE O LVL RESULTS OUT SOON. maybe tuesday? confirm this week correct le ): ): i dont want to know. imagine i get B4 and below, zzz. i dont want retake. sigh.

OH YAH. If anyone happen to feel that there are actually people who INTRUDES your PUBLIC blog, dont be stupid. just go private your stupid blog.
really is 隔墙有耳 sia. tata!

2009-08-09T00:01:00.004+08:00

5th august,
happy 2 years & 9 months anni DEAR!!

i shall update soon i know im lazy. (:

some people are just so weird. they think they cool they think they right but they're not. hahahah. ps; i saw your blog lahdey. hahahahah!

2009-08-07T18:32:00.000+08:00

down with high fever yesterday. this morning was worse. but i feel much better already, thanks to mum (:

anyway i am here to apologise to lopeichuan because i promised her i will be at the national day celebration today but i really was down with super high fever of 39.3 degrees thus i couldnt make it. but then i just saw on facebook that lpc was not alone so i dont feel that guilty anymore.

i will update soon i have many to update. off to slp. bye
P/S; i think i slimmed down a little cause i fell sick, hehehe.

2009-08-03T19:06:00.011+08:00

hiiii.

went for grandma's birthday celebration on saturday. was supposed to catch a movie, but i went thr from 6-11.
love my family, all of them stil so joker, esp my youngest aunt!

yesterday, ben, weilun, lewis, timmy & me wanted watch movie, but we couldnt come to a decision on what to watch. *i want muderer lah, tsk!!* so we decided to go eat.
ben suggested we go NewYorkNewYork, so

tadah!

softshell crab. not very nice -.-

mine. sigh -.-

HAHA, ahben damn gundoo. he thought the $3.90 rootbeer is one large cup. turn out to be canned. LOL. joker. LOL!

even ahben cannot bite the (BIG)burger properly. LOL.

Candy floss time! (((:

^^

their servings are damn big. but amazingly lewis finished the WHOLE chicken, when weilun needed to tapao the other half ...

my leftover. very sick when eat too much. hate white sauced spaghettis.

anyway 30/7 was richard's birthday. happybirthday Richard Wong!
so lucky leh, mrsLeeFL treat him bday cake ):

and my class' record book is filled with yellow paper, with more than half - mine.

P/S: WTHECK I SPENT 2 HOURS ON THE PHOTOS CAUSE BLOGGER NOT WORKING *&R^@(*$(@$

2009-08-01T23:37:00.001+08:00

it seems like im losing contact with the world.

i'm not okay.

2009-07-27T00:33:00.010+08:00

YOYOYO i havent been updating because im damnnnn lazy to upload photos. blog without photos = boring right.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNYTAY! 27/7

anyway theres nothing much to update about lah. i didnt finish a single damned homework during this stupid weekend because time passes so fast that i didnt realise its sunday already.

friday, me & timmy wanted to watch MURDERER. but in the end we went to ahben's house instead. mahjonged again!

actually me & timmy starting keep winning one, then stupid timmy in the end duno how come lose 5bucks. -_-

love the colour. no stars at all that night, but stil damn nice!!

WILD IN SCHOOL!

hi love. this photo of you i like alot! so cute leh HAHA. no more ugly pic already hor hahahha.

^^

THIS IS IDIOTIC CHIUWEN (:

assholes _l_

LEWIS' HAND IS LONGER/TALLER THAN LEE XUEQI! WOO.

hahahah chem lab, made fireworks. damn fun-ness!

want to practice SS SBQ?

LOL!! damn crap i know, credits to LO PEI CHUAN (((:

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i like dd's jacket! damn comfy ^^

MY TIMMY IS NOW GHIM MOH! hahahaha. he didnt wanted this colour lah, he only wanted a lighter shade of brown, but turned out like this. he say he really dun like, want dye again. ):

2009-07-23T23:59:00.002+08:00

7/21
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEWIS!

hehhee, just got my pink psp, and dd got his vibrant blue psp! whahahah patapon. LOL. anyway i got my nets card today also. mum say just in case i nid to use, but i dont think theres a need for it. temptation to spend my money sio. OKAY update photos soon, nightxzsxzs!

2009-07-20T18:07:00.000+08:00

BASTARDS.

暧昧

2009-07-20T00:22:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIMWEILUN AKA PEA (:
its already past 12!

okay, before 12 i went out with timmy.

ate bobo chacha at this damn stall near punggol which kinda sucked. regretted, my $2.50 ): they should replace everything else with sweet potato & the jelly like structure thing. i will love it to the max lor hahhahha.

tight up with money recently. tmd my father ignore me when i say i no money -_-

so we went to watch friday the 13th. gore. then, we camwhored. HAHAH.

there's many more to go, but im lazy already. and timmy went back already ):

2009-07-19T01:14:00.002+08:00

Something big always happens when my eye twitches, be it good or not. i dont know which side represents good/bad luck.

2009-07-19T00:32:00.013+08:00

HI, i just reached home. hohoho.

went sheesha with timmy jeremy gary jiaquan rajesh lewis. i did try lah (obviously la. if not i pay for nothing meh hahaha) its tasteless, plain. you can only smell the flavour only lor. not very fun lah. lolz.

anyway i havent been doing anything much recently... im very stressed and i almost skipped a few days of school because i didnt finish my homework/study for my tests.

(PEICHUAN ZILIAN ONE ALL THE PICS ABOVE HEHE)

imagine you didnt finish your homework and you see the "i give up on you already" look on your teacher's face. or that you failed your test then ms johnson will sarcasticly say "its okay lor if you dun wan study, its your future anyway. next time i'll just see you doing manicure for me lor" ...... can imagine the way she say.... so sad...

and FYI she diaoed this three people here sleeping... *dangerous and scariness*

okay this cheese pretzel is my favourite snack, ITS DAMN NICE. $3.05 cold storage.

and we made fireworks during chem lessons. cool right ^^

so recently i have been doing nothing other than going to sch and watch timmy play dota -.- okay.. at least i read storybooks. looking at my stack of homework and revisions really make me procrastinate. -_-

CrystaLin i love you cause u say i skinny already although i dont think so HAHA. okay bye.

2009-07-15T21:22:00.003+08:00

my temper has(have/had? argh, whatever) always been like this all along. most importantly i hate being accused. just give me a break.

anyway i was feeling so bad after the 'lecture' from ms tan so i went to take a breather at the 7th floor. then i had a sudden urge to go sheesha. lolz. called glen but in the end something really stupid interrupted my plan, so damn it.

went to bugis with timmy aftr sch, then met crysgirl (: her boss is there, so very hard to chat. saddening. i was so bloody tired but timmy insisted on getting a pair of shorts.......

picturesss ~ okay... i managed to upload, like finally. still in medium size though.

2009-07-15T00:01:00.006+08:00

I AM BACK!
i wanted to change my url, but like abit troublesome hor.

ANYWAY HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AH BEN! (7/7)

anyway i had my chinese O lvl oral on monday. i was lost for words during the conver part. i didnt know how to say SPCA and station in mandrin. -_- LXQ even cried okay. small thing only tsk!!

PHOTOTAKING TODAY. and then i forgot to take my maths worksheet home. peichuan damn vain. HAHAHAH. okay after sch i was not included in the eng remedial, so i went to meet timmy!

WE WENT TO FLY KITE. WE BOUGHT OUR KITE AT KIDDY PALACE. HAHAHA.

I AM HAPPY I HAVE MANY PICTURES and blogger finally let me upload! HHEHEHEHE.

although i have many more, i will update slowly. im afraid i wont have anymore photos to update. haha!

RICHIE IS VERY CUTE RIGHT (:

all photos in medium size. zzz. i forgot click the large one. i am lazy to re upload....

2009-07-10T21:21:00.003+08:00

hi choo. you'll be the only one to kno this blog! hahaha. maybe i will public my blog soon, if not bring back to private. see how bah? hahaha

anyway what happened? see your blog so sad leh. i very kpo want kno what happen, but also very concerned, really hope you can share with me (: cause i also got no one else to tell your secret to mah! some more you will feel better if you tell someone about your problems!! *hinthint* HAHHAH. (if you dun wan tel me its ok! tell me roughly also can, don wan also can i will understand :D )

OKAY tag me! very very long also nvm cause u the only one. HAHAH.
no matter what dont upset ok. you stil got alot close loved ones ((((: I LOVE YOU CMM! HAHAHHA ((:

2009-07-07T00:02:00.004+08:00

you could fucking just WATCH me searching frantically over ONE silly website and dont bother to give a bloody hoot? WHATS YOUR FKING PROBLEM?

you're not the only one.

fking bitch its simply over a fking website whats your fking problem? got selfish until like that anot? cheebye i kan dulan because i spent two bloody cheebye hours on this lanjiao thing and you slut knn slut I HATE YOU SELFISH BASTARDS ITS ONLY ONE WEBSITE SINCE WHEN I WAS SO SELFISH? I'VE NVR ONCE BEEN TO THIS EXTEND SO WHY U NEED TO BE SO SELFISH TO ME? KNN #($*&@(*%%@

im still FKING ANGRY BECAUSE I ALWAYS GIVE YOU STUDY NOTES AND EVERYTHING I DONT KEEP IT TO MYSELF IF NOT YOU'LL BE IN DFEEP SHIT NOW WTF I STIL CANT BELIEVE YOU SELFISH SHIT

2009-07-05T16:13:00.000+08:00

timmy is back! & my phone got problem, so i cant reply. keep cannot send out. so i going repair my phone soon. contact timmy if you want find me!! Hehehehhe. SORRY AH PC. TONIGHT I CALL YOU (:

2009-07-02T19:41:00.001+08:00

i am fucking disappointed.

2009-06-30T19:16:00.000+08:00

为什么事情会搞成这样？):

2009-06-29T00:25:00.002+08:00

everything's artificial,
everything's temporary.

who would light up my path, and lead the way?

2009-06-26T02:17:00.003+08:00

let's blog about daily life.

why sch holidays not extended? tmd! tmr got sch! i nvr do maths homework!! tmd x2. never study at all! wth. tmd x3. TODAY WHOLE DAY AFTR I MEET WEILUN I KEEP SCOLDING FIERCE VULGARITIES. tmd x4.

crap. okay yesterday (weds) went out with peichuan and chiuwen to cityhall! yoshinoya salmon whr got nice. beef nicer la dey. hahah. bought my cheapo $1 a pair eye mask. haha! duno will work anot. hehehohohahaha. bought my "REPAIR & PROTECT" lip balm as well.

today (thurs) i met weilun and we had like 4 hours +++ talk. so weird hate life suddenly. ah life is fking bad. why people must put up so many masks?!?!?!? i know i cant possibly die now. since im already on earth, i will just move on. but i will never want to live AGAIN.

also hor, my skin really fxking sensitive. i cannot use facial wash, i only can use water. if not my skin will peel until very jialat. i try use my mum nivea lotion. 3 days aftr use i get 一粒一粒, pimple-lookalike on my skin. sibey kolian -.-

thinking to public my blog anot. . . and i must stop using vulgarities!!

oh miss johnson so stupid. so many countries she pian pian go hongkong. see la quarantine already la. LOL. okay. goodnight! will attend only maths tomorrow.... must finish homework tmr morning!

okay all zilian photos. some look like fuck and i try to imitate those ACT CUTE poses. see liao keep comments to yourself thankyou. ^^
dont show others ah very paiseh one i only show you all cause minming say my blog damn boring -_-

OKAY NVM FKING BLOGGER SO SLOW I WAN KUN LIAO TMR THEN UPLOAD.

OK ONLY ONE UPLOADED.
I LIKE THIS PHOTO AH! MUST CLICK AH! SEE THE CUTE ME AH! HAHAHA AH!

2009-06-25T20:06:00.002+08:00

Just a gesture can save a life.
Just a praise can change one's life.

i love heart to heart talks. but sometimes, when you realise you've trusted the wrong person, you suffer the heartbreak & critism alone...

i hate people who dont return my calls/ reply my messages. sound very arrogant i know, but it seriously pisses me off. worst still, if you act as if nothing happened/ find excuses which are fking lame and i can look through it as though it was transparent -.-
i seriously dont like it.

hey qiqi if you're reading this, i know today very cold towards you. im sorry but i srsly just, hate it. and if i never call, scarly you say i not concern. okay nvm. im sorry, although sorry dont always work ......

exhausted.

2009-06-22T01:49:00.002+08:00

http://www.channelnewsasia.com/singapore/index.htm

vote for extension of holidays! HAHAHA. at the bottom right hand corner, theres a small poll box. everyone is like voting for holidays lor!

ANYWAY SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW, sianxzxszx. felt like posting initially, but now i feel damn tired..... goodnight.

amused o.o

2009-06-21T09:08:00.004+08:00

do you believe in past lives?

indeed it sounds kind of stupid. i never believed in all these unscientific things. until this morning, i saw this tv programme on chnn 5, the just filmed the whole hypnotizing process and i was like, stunned. this is really amazing lor. it might be staged, but i believe lah.

see, psychiatrists (duno how to spell) can have so much fun. that doc didnt believe in such things at the start as well. lolz, damn interesting. they say the reason for dejavu might just come from experiences from past lives. phobias, fears, as well.

doctors say they only use 7% of DNA and call the 93% junk DNA. (or is it 97% junk i dont rmber) but that psychiatrist believe that it is not junk, definitely something the world have not discovered yet. can you imagine, a hundred, or maybe a thousand years later, scientists discover 20 more planets beyond pluto, or maybe discover some new signs of living things out somewhere.

or maybe, there are more than just heaven & earth. more dimensions than length, breadth & height? its so scary just to think of it. can you imagine how many wandering ghosts there are, and where are they, why do they exist. so much in the world we'll never know.

i think i sound like a documentary. LOL!

ah, school starts tomorrow. i still find the past lives things, ghosts things abit unbelievable. BUT WHY WE NEED TO LIVE SO MANY TIMES FOR I THEN DONT WANT LOR PLS. zzz.

irritated >:(

2009-06-19T23:18:00.003+08:00

two very valuable lessons learnt.

from QIHON,
sometimes must learn to lose one. LOLz.

from LPC,
once you start you wont stop already. going to try that out later! haha!

thanks lovelies.

anyway i still hate that tmd chou jidan woman. WHY AH, FOREVER MUST ACT AND ACT AH. IF YOU DUN LIKE A PERSON THEN DUN TREAT HIM/HER SO NICE LA. wtf YOU KNOW YOU WILL 害到他以为 YOU LIKE HIM/HER? IN THE END YOU BEHIND THAT PERSON STAB SO MANY KNIVES.
omg people like you, can go and die anot?

totally ruined.

2009-06-18T11:17:00.003+08:00

CONFESSING ALL THE FAITH I HAD IN YOU.

Although some might not treat me as a good friend, but to me, its different. have anyone realised i've changed quite abit? that point that i've been trying to salvage all friendships, even the little problems, i care?

i dont know why i lost so badly in this game of life, every aspection of it, but i'm really trying my best to stay on. i tried showering my love and concerns, but why do some dont bother, at all? i am no hypocrite, and i dont wish to know any. all these heartfelt words are really, really true to my heart.

those hurtful words,... so much troubles.. where can i shove them to.

why am i even placed on earth,
that question came up again.

2009-06-14T06:25:00.003+08:00

i-am-falling-sick. SHIT.

ANYWAY LOOK AT MY CARDS. WAHLAN ALMOST YI SE PONGPONG HU. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

anyway i am looking for this :

need not be the same design, but i want sometihng like that (:

I HAVENT BEEN GOING OUT SHOPPING FOR A VERY LONG PERIOD OF TIME. and most importantly, i want to jian fei!!!!!!

CRAP, HEADACHE @$(&@*#!(*$

COURSES.

2009-06-13T19:53:00.012+08:00

BECAUSE I AM AFRAID OF FAILURE,
thats why i didnt dare to take up the courses that i am interested in.

after brainstorming for so long, i found a few answers to my own questions. argh. i have MANY WEAKNESSES.

i realised, everytime i dont want to study, but stil aim high is because: i feel that i am smart, and that if i study, i will definitely see great results. my weakness, i always think im smart enough.

another weakness, i dont like to lose. i dont like to fail. in my world, theres only win, everything must be towards perfection. examples,

1. i dont want to take up baking, because usually bakeries dont earn much, might just dao bi anytime.
2. i dont want to take up optometry, 'cause i dont want to fail and work in/open optical shops. i want to be those eye surgeon, not waiting for shops to collapse.
3. psychology. what if i fail and become stupid counsellors? zZz.

suddenly i feel damn arrogant, like ivan. -_- needs to read up on courses more to get my target set, and see if i can achieve something... anyway very wordy i know. ):

OH PEICHUAN & CRYSGIRL CALLED ME MOMENTS AGO. happy happy! ^^

feel like swimming, ecp, change blogsong, find motivation, -_-

2009-06-13T06:19:00.007+08:00

i never believed that setting a target would bring me anywhere. because i've tried it before and it still, doesnt motivate me to study.

must i really get some kind of, bad shock before i can set my mind on something? anyway i was startled -.-
PSYCHOLOGY DROPPED TO 8 POINTS. WHAT THE HECK.

and, yes, i was looking for motivations. well, i dont really think i cant score so well. like zzz, laziness and temptation is something i must really overcome but currently i still cannot lah.

would setting targets really help? i seriously cannot think of how it can help me in anyway!!! i only know i cannot score badly because i will ruin my future. and THAT SENTENCE, is my motivation! BUT YES I AM LAZY SO FUCK IT.

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by the way, poly courses.

A. ~~BUILT ENVIRONMENT~~
B. BUSINESS, FINANCE & LAW
C. CHEMICAL AND LIFE SCIENCES
D. ~~ENGINEERING~~
E. ~~HEALTH SCIENCES~~
F. HUMANITIES
G. ~~INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY~~ (?)
H. ~~MARITIME STUDIES~~
I. ~~MEDIA AND DESIGN~~

laugh. my. ass. out. -.-

i am absolutely NOT considering SCIENCES, MEDIA, DESIGN, MARITIME, ENGINEERING. lastly, ENVIRONMENT WTF? although i like to recycle. okay, love. i am environmental friendly, but NO WAY I AM GOING TO WORK WITH ENVIRONMENT!!!!

i may consider info tech. but can you see how fickle i am. goodness gracious i cant believe my eyes as well. i am left with so little choices because the rest are really not my cup of tea.

HUMANITIES. i am actually only interested in psychology....
i just saw baking in chemical & life sciences. you know, i really loveeee baking. but i will never succeed in life. it will never earn money. low salary, cake shops usually dont last long. thats the reason why i didnt want to take baking.

Aviation Management & Services - FOR AIR STEWARDESSES!!!! jiayou xueqi, 10 COP! ^^

okay tired already.
1. hospitality / tourism / resort managements are not bad. (COP 11-14)
2. baking ?? ): ?? (COP 16)
3. Food Science & Technology? something like create new foods or something i think? (COP 14)
4. psychology (COP 8)
5. okay. i dont want to lie. but i quite interested in optometry. ok SHHHHHH. i thought about it, quite interesting actually (thats if you become eye surgeon, who helps to laser their eyes, not stupidly open optical shops) (COP 12)

sigh. super high COPs....
i hate blood, needles. i hate engineer. i hate media & info thingy, like super AA and kpo.

2009-06-12T05:12:00.003+08:00

i am thinking, should i open my blog again? haha! enjoy private very much muahahah. anyway i've been playing the new dota which sucks so badly and yah, i dont want to play but, you know. haha.

What's worth the prize is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you'll never live it twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life
from minming's blog, which is also nickelback's lyrics.

its very true. ): sigh but why are humans so weird? why do we behave this way? why did God create us this way? very weird right. why must have that uneasy feelings. aiya, too many whys....

PEICHUAN: swimming soon okay?? say very long le!!! :D :D and like very long nvr contact you already ley! HAHA. call me soon, if you cannot slp/ need entertainment ^^

QIQI: YES HON, LETS STUDY SOON. ^^

"SHOULD I BAKE THE CAKE?" HAVE BEEN LURKING IN MY MIND THE WHOLE DAY ALREADY. so, should i?

BY THE WAY, i dream of KEJUN & KEDI YESTERDAY. haha so weird. but kejun was a super lovable damn nice guy in my dreams. ^^ AND I STIL LOVE 鄭元暢! SUPER SHUAI OMG.

OMG LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-11T16:46:00.005+08:00

i wasted 3 days watching 惡作劇之吻 & 惡作劇2吻!

cant believe leh, I LOVE THAT GUY (esp when he in 2 wen) fxking loving and sweet can! wah, i never fantasize over a artist before manxzxs. aiya, maybe because timmy never so sweet to me before.

HAHAHAH. I SUPER LOVE THE WAY HE HUG PEOPLE TO SLEEEEEEEEP! OMG 鄭元暢! many actions he did made me think of *erhem* . hahahah. okay, FHC. LOL.

okay nvm, anyway life isnt good recently. everyone like having problems. damn sad ):

i wanted to buy an oven home you know. but thinking about it, abit waste money. now money very hard to earn then i stil go buy abit ... so without the oven, i doubt i'll be making any stupid cakes already.
because i thought for so long. even if i gave her the cake during her birthday she might still feel that im trying to act nice and everything... you never know what she's thinking. so.. i gave up that dumb thought of mine ....

So yeah, just a wish will do.

and, CRYSGIRL. i know life is really bad ): jiayou, bu yao fang qi! Jay coming back, must stay happy happy ok. get more rest. XOXO.

i still yearn for the stupid molten lava cake and DURIANs.
no oven, no cake. no money, no durian. -_-

2009-06-10T11:59:00.001+08:00

WTF, NOW IS DURIAN SEASOn. TMD WHY MY FATHER NVR BUY DURIAN HOME?

2009-06-07T16:06:00.001+08:00

OKAY, SHE WANTS SIMS 3. rah.

why can't you all see, i'm really concerned.

2009-06-07T02:00:00.004+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAH!
i spent 4 hours on youtube watching how to bake cakes! then in the end i feel like, confirm cannot make it? LOL.

i really have an idea in mind already. i want to make every single thing by hand, be it icing or cake, all by hand! wonder what it will turn out like ley. lollolololz.

STELLA, CHEEEEEEER UP. i believe everything bad will be over soon ^^

2009-06-06T20:56:00.003+08:00

you know, i wanted to learn to 忍, but i really cannot do it.

for the past few days, be it dota, people, chats, actions, i tell myself to 忍. but then, the more i 忍, the more angrier i become. i have really bad temper if i really get worked up. and i am very very agressive, i realised. BLAME MY DAD, HIS GENES. LOL.

but seriously i am trying to kick this very bad habit of mine, but if i flare up, i take less than an hour to cool down de leh, unless things like RT lah, then impossible to cool down lah ^^

sorry ):

2009-06-04T16:50:00.006+08:00

Havent seen girl for a very long time. hahahah.
me & weilun lost our way home. damn cute.

praise the Lord!!!!!

cooled down already. not as pissed. but please, think about what you did. it hurts.

what about me, forgotten?

2009-06-04T15:22:00.007+08:00

i knew it, and i have already known it,
my position in the heart of yours.

18th's coming soon. i really feel like baking a cake. does she still like coffee flavoured cakes? would she think that i'm trying to gain her sympathy/purposely make her happy?
deep from my heart: a token to the 6half years of friendship and her tolerance because i was such a nuisance and such a insensitive person. and i really love her.

what i saw, what i heard, i cant help but feel alone. is it me or is it them. can i ask, what about me?
不再是, 不再有. 我已经看不到...

2009-06-02T22:36:00.001+08:00

school for the whole week. dont feel like studying. no motivation. no determination. no perseverance. rah.

2009-06-01T14:13:00.004+08:00

CL Os is quite okay todayyyyyy!

*you know what? i heard yeowhuat say "THIS IS THE EASIEST PAPER I'VE EVER SEEN" so haolian i swear i will suan him if he never get A1 HAHAHA* hehe LOL

when i was on the bus home, i swear many memories popped out SUDDENLY and i smiled. then very paiseh i faster act bite my lips HAHA.

i really hope can get B3 for chinese. i mean i REALLY wan A2 but i know i dont have the ability but i hope i have. aiya, those kind of feelings, you know one la! LOL

back to the bus. then i also realised, I REALLY REALLY WAN GO PSYCHOLOGY MEH? i dont think so leh! i SOOOOO want to get 9-10 points (SET TARGET HIGH LOL) but then like.... i swear i dun have interest in any courses. i set psychology for the sake of setting only lor. if not teachers kpkb LOL. damn crap right.

although i love baking, really is LOVE, but then i only wan do as hobby. dun wan as my lifetime work. like, i just dun want lor although i love it. so yes, crap again.

so today's post is very crap because i want something but i dun really want it so i duno i should / could do it. so hahahaha yes crap!!!!!! ):

oh oh oh! i think i like psychology for its questions only lor. can you imagine if i really be psychologist and then i end up being a counsellor to counsel freaking arrogant teenagers and wouldnt i start to slap them and land myself into jail or serious court cases? LOL.

i just read karentho's blog SHE & HER BRO FKING SWEET OMG LOVE THEM SO MUCH LEY!!!

2009-05-31T17:29:00.006+08:00

I read her livejournal. i couldnt repress my sadness......

there are so many doubts that she want to find out. so many things she hope could be done. i have a short answer for her, but how am i supposed to tell her?

i even planned for her birthday, but nothing's gonna turn out right.

what's wrong with me,
i dont know why i cannot let go.
or probably, its all my assumption afterall.

2009-05-30T17:36:00.002+08:00

讨好人是一件很辛苦的事。何必呢?
我看得出你每次都在容忍别人，每次都想讨好他们，可是你懂不懂你这样做很...? 你不觉得辛苦吗？为什么要为别人而活？有时真的想骂你一顿 -.-

really, dont so ___ -.-

2009-05-29T13:54:00.003+08:00

Jasmine got back her results.
and she passed only three subjects with C5s & C6s.

Jasmine didnt take F&N, Geog and Sci MCQ paper. She did not go for the F&N and Geog paper because she felt that she didnt study enough and dont want to fail the paper, so she wont feel terrible. but little did she know, she got ZERO, 0!! instead of VR. thats why she failed 3 subjects.

So, Jasmine regretted not studying earlier and regretted not going for the papers.

JASMINE HOPE THAT SHE WILL GET TO MEET CRYSTAL LIN SOON AND HOPE THAT SHE CAN GET 10 FOR PRELIMS. (miss johnson placed a bet with me ^^?)

2009-05-29T01:52:00.001+08:00

DOTA; curse of my life!

missing timmy ):

2009-05-27T15:50:00.004+08:00

TAGS REPLIES:
XUEQI, PEICHUAN help me reply you liao hahaha.
HAHA CRYSTAL YOU DAMN GONG. OK U CLICK MY PREVIOUS POST DE LINK (: change the date yourself if you wan see more hahaha. very lame one.

hm i just felt like blogging. i've got lots to say one leh, suddenly my mind went blank? RAH. 气死人了啦！damn, 我有很多话要说的leh. okay nvm, 等到我想到了再回来

to LPC AND LXQ:
really leh must study. LPC you better go steal more knowledge from JX cause i think you wont join me & XQ to study one. so HON you must study and call me if you want someone to pei you ok. this time round, our results really suck. time to buck up.

EDITED/
timmy is facing problems in shanghai already... there's so much unhappiness within him and no one can help him at all. he dont even have a single close friend he could share his problems with ... i really hope i could be there to hug him so tightly, console him.
life is unfair, especially to him. why does all these shit fall on him time & again? love you so much timmy, i really want to be there for you ... i pray, God will bring you away from the problems.
): love timmy.

sleep alone tonight.

2009-05-24T17:07:00.002+08:00

I'D CONFESS ALL THE FAITH I HAD IN YOU.
but this anniversary will never be the same.

Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced

because i swear that you didn't have to go.
And I will always remember you as you are right now to me

Os is in a weeks' time.
i dont know how to study for chinese, damn.

PS: i locked archives again.

2009-05-22T22:18:00.003+08:00

omgoodness.

http://www.t-immy.blogspot.com/2008_05_01_archive.html
click!
go may 26. machiam i writing compo? anyway, i still think its true. it also reminded me of being super paranoid that time. like,... super saddening. that period of time was actually one of the worst.

and can you believe it, rachel was so nice to me ): how did i lose a friend like her ..........
rachel's tag: "hahahha get well soon okay!! (:"
): so sweet? ):

http://www.t-immy.blogspot.com/2008_07_01_archive.html
click!
HAHAHAH. CRYSTAL DAMN CUTE.

okay slp.

2009-05-22T17:45:00.005+08:00

Minming; YES! hahahah, damn cute right? made posts esp for each other. HAHA!
Peichuan; yah lah be happy man. dont feel like talking to you now.
Xueqi; yes hon? :D yes, trust is a very big word. last night really made me think if i trusted the correct person! , like, again!

MY ENGLISH FAILED OMFG I CANNOT BELIEVE IT actually i can lah, just that im not used to failing 5/25 for compre. sucked. my compo got 20 ok. B3 hor. zz.

no matter what i want A1 for maths, AT LEAST B3 for chi. really think chi can score one, just that duno how to read those chim words nia. hope get A2 lah, but abit impossible lidat ley.

anyway ahben came to talk to me a min ago.
``______.*b3njii.bOii.* =) ^PY13-ah ben^^ says:
wa lao eh..
``______.*b3njii.bOii.* =) ^PY13-ah ben^^ says:
i tell u ah..
; jasminetay ♥ chiahtimmy says:
?
``______.*b3njii.bOii.* =) ^PY13-ah ben^^ says:
denise sae rui ting chiio man!
; jasminetay ♥ chiahtimmy says:
WTF
``______.*b3njii.bOii.* =) ^PY13-ah ben^^ says:
first time in my life i hear people sae rui ting CHiiO!
``______.*b3njii.bOii.* =) ^PY13-ah ben^^ says:
OMG!!!!
; jasminetay ♥ chiahtimmy says:
huh but actually i think she not bad ley
; jasminetay ♥ chiahtimmy says:
i thnik she quite pretty but
; jasminetay ♥ chiahtimmy says:
HER CHARACTER CAN GO SUCK COCK MAN
; jasminetay ♥ chiahtimmy says:
MOST FUCKED UP WOMAN I EVER SEE
``______.*b3njii.bOii.* =) ^PY13-ah ben^^ says:
ya ya!
``______.*b3njii.bOii.* =) ^PY13-ah ben^^ says:
i still find she not chiio
``______.*b3njii.bOii.* =) ^PY13-ah ben^^ says:
her face like ba zhang

lolz. i still hate her a lot la ok.

PS: try to sneak in my blog? why worry if u have nothing to be guilty about? fsoab.

2009-05-20T20:55:00.002+08:00

okay, i dont think you all shd waste time come here. cause i dont think i'll blog as much already. i recently every dota, day to night, rot at home, watch tv and slack around.

nothing to do. -______-

HAHAHHA. OMG I JUST THOUGHT OF SOMETHING.
interested in reading my archives? LOLOLOL. since private, if you all interested, go see go see. HAHAHHA.

http://t-immy.blogspot.com/2008_06_01_archive.html

change the date yourself. anyway, ITS FKING CHILDISH IF YOU READ THE VERY EARLY ONES. OMG PLS DUN TEL OTHERS OK :D